Rabu, 16 Mei 2018

Minggu, 25 Februari 2018

It was nothing like I expected

It is okay to be late

I've never tried before. This is first time I try write in english. I'm so excited at the start. I know I'm so extra. It is because I have not learn english with this method. I mean I have been learning english since I was in elementary school but I am still confused for difference between present perfect and present perfect continous. I'm super bad in english. For more than ten years learning, I used to in the advance level. Moreover I am not sure if I am on level of elementary. It's okay to be late. The more important is I arrived at the destination.

Kamis, 22 Februari 2018

Selasa, 20 Februari 2018

No title needed

I feel so scared while read an article. That told about experience of death someone. He gave his name as initial F. He tell that a few year ago he was dead. After football, he went to go home, ask his mother to make him a cup of wedang jahe. Then he is tried to lay down on the sofa for a nap. Since that, he never open his eyes again. Definitely, he was gone.

But the story is not over yet. At those article, F let on there is a man who have a tall and black face. The man thrown F for several times till his body and his head separated. Of course I have ever heard this from many sources.

Kamis, 15 Februari 2018

Don't be a liar

So this is random thought on a really saturday night but I dont really think it is about love-hate or roman picisan or love story. I have no idea how to start it. When i feel lonely at my bed room, i always thought that smt like my future and all of i do recently. I feel i am a liar when i talk to my friends bout the future like the same thing like they thought. Like carreer,  marriage, parenting, childern. And when i on my condition right now when this shit article is writing, my mouth is so want to muntah. Regret all of my dumb and numb. My brain then speaks loud like 'what the heck are you doing? are you nuts?'. Marriage? Childern? Just get your life! You don't really know what are you talking about. You don't even know how the annoying kids really are. You have to give a life for them; make sure the nutrition is enough for their brain get the best score on the class and feel confuse everytime when they are get sick and pain. What if you just being a bad mother for them? You just a bad mother. You are not good enough for them. You're just a fuckin' dumbass mom in this world! You can't be a mother because you can't give your life a life. Tell me how you can give other man a life? A home? Just don't to be extra. It is not a game. Definitely, you won't a same mistake happened again and it looks like evil circle who never stop. There are not happiness on marriage. Just believe me.

Kamis, 25 Januari 2018

Sabtu, 13 Januari 2018

Should i?

First of all, I want to say welcome to 2018. Hi. It's a new year. New year and nothing special. Nobody's still don't care 'bout shit happened to me.

I have no idea. Sometimes I feel that I'm not in my way. I shouldn't take this way. Feeling like I am a mistake. I'm a loser. Have you even know 'bout this feeling? Should I tell to you? I think no. It's just waste of time. Of course.